As I approach the end of this year, I can’t help but look back and evaluate the highs and lows of the past ten months. It's tempting to dwell on the challenges and obstacles that sometimes seemed insurmountable. There’s comfort in wallowing in self-pity, if only for a moment. After all, the hurdles I faced were significant and undeniably tough. Yet, as I reflect on the year, I choose to shift my focus toward the blessings that have emerged from those very challenges.
Let me be clear: my struggles were not just obstacles but, in many ways, blessings in disguise. They were instrumental in teaching me valuable lessons, compelling me to speak truth to power, and pushing me to advocate for myself and others. Most importantly, they instilled a deep sense of patience and resilience. These experiences, while difficult, have enriched my journey and my growth.
Amidst these trials, several remarkable opportunities and achievements have come to light. I am thrilled to share some of the highlights that have made this year truly memorable:
Thick Black Lines Chapbook Release
One of the most significant milestones was the release of my poetry chapbook, Thick Black Lines, published by Finishing Line Press. This collection represents my poetry and my journey and growth as a writer. Seeing my work in print and sharing it with the world has been both an honor and a profound source of joy.
San Diego Writing Retreat
I was selected to participate in a writing retreat in San Diego, California, specifically for Black women. This retreat was a sanctuary of creativity and collaboration, providing me with invaluable inspiration and connections with fellow writers. It was a space to deepen my craft and find new perspectives.
Contribution to Saltwater Anthology
I had the privilege of contributing three poems and a black-and-white self-portrait to the anthology Saltwater. This anthology celebrates the voices and experiences of Black women, and being part of it was a meaningful experience that allowed me to share my work with a broader audience.
Commissioned Work for African American Cultural Resources and Heritage Society
I was honored to be commissioned to write three pieces for an exhibit as part of an African American cultural heritage center in Maryland. This opportunity allowed me to contribute to an important cultural project and showcase my work in a significant setting.
Reinvigorating That’s Write Consulting
I revitalized That’s Write Consulting, an initiative dedicated to supporting doctoral students in achieving their educational goals. Helping others navigate their academic journeys has been incredibly fulfilling and aligns closely with my passion for education and mentorship.
Creation of No More Margins
I launched No More Margins, a creative writing group for Black women. This group has been a platform for sharing our stories and nurturing our creative voices. Additionally, I developed a quarterly newsletter by the same name to provide valuable resources and support for Black women writers.
Work on the Next Poetry Book
I’ve also begun editing and writing poems for my next poetry book. This ongoing project is an exciting continuation of my work and a testament to my commitment to exploring and articulating the experiences of Black women and girls.
As I reflect on these accomplishments and opportunities, I am profoundly grateful. I am a writer, poet, essayist, and scholar dedicated to centering the narratives of Black women and girls in the U.S. This year has allowed me to fully immerse myself in what I love despite transitioning out of two significant roles due to anti-Blackness. Those transitions, though challenging, have enabled me to focus more deeply on my passions.
Overall, it’s been a year of significant productivity and growth. I feel incredibly blessed to have had the space to pursue my interests and contribute meaningfully to the literary world. As the year concludes, I embrace these blessings and carry them forward into the new year with gratitude and anticipation for what lies ahead.
Thank you for being part of this journey with me. Here’s to continuing to celebrate the blessings and the lessons they bring, even amidst the challenges.
Note: This post was written before the passing of my father, Walter Cruise, Jr., on October 23, 2024. I dedicate it to his memory. I love and miss you, Daddy!
Comentarios